high school: when its changes lifes and saying good by

Wow, so my sophomore year had finally ended. my brother graduated on 6-9-10. i have to play with band. the speeches thay say is so true about whats going to happend after graduating from high school. i hate to admite this, but, the speeches almost made me cry. my eyes just starting to water and then i have to paly the alma mater. so, i almost cried while playing the saxophone. gosh, this year went by fast. we are finally juniors and have one year of school left. just thinking about freshman year, its like"wow", im new to this school, its alot bigger and we have more freedom and there is different clubs to join. time is going faster and faster everyday. it might going to sound wierd, i still sometimes wish im a freshman. i just remember how fun was my freshman year was. i wish i can go back in time. freshman was the best year ever for me. i knew its suppose to be your senior year was suppose to be the best year. but, No.
i knew we cant go back in time and start over agian, i just remember all the fun things i did. my sophomore year was okay. when i sometimes think about my freshman year, i just want to cry. just by crying, i think it starting to catch up with me about being a senior then graduate, saying by to your friends that you know. to me, the hardest part is saying by to friends that graduate with you. cause you might not going to see them again. now you are on your own. to me, if you like me, i think its okay to cry. you have let it out. ohh. trust me on this, when you hear the speeches, its going to make you cry. and, im not that emotional niether. just remember all the good time that we have and hope to see each other again.